subway trains, DNA tracks

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Here’s random scenes from last night’s dreams:

- there was this alien named Veogo who had a sister named Veoga. Turns out a bounty hunter implanted a device in them to control their primal instincts. We all thought Veogo was the fulfillment of a prophecy, but it was actually Veoga

- there were three subway trains carrying museum relects heading towards JFK. A crowd of people waited for the delivery

- I’m in a car that is inside a jumbo jet. The plane lands at JFK. The back opens up as we’re landing. The car is released and I drive off as if nothing happened, as if people drive off moving planes all the time

- the subway thing repeated again. One of the trains was on the wrong tracks; it had to stop to let the other two trains pass. The underground tracks started to look like colorful DNA strands, with extra tracks occasionally starting and creating new lanes for trains to roll on

High Tide Crystal Clear, Mystical Spy Group

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I dreamt of being at a beach during an incredible high tide, where only a foot or two of beach was left; there was a five foot drop where the waters had flowed in. The water was crystal clear — you could still see the beach underneath it. There were people floating in the water the way people lay on the sand, sunning themselves. The waves were gentle.


Later that night, there was a show. Crowds of people were in the water, to the left and right of the stage. Someone tossed a pizza in the air and David Lee Roth swam over and caught it. The show was hosted by Terry Bradshaw. Roth went into a stirring rendition of Jump.

I ended up looking for a jacket and wallet I had put down as I walked the beach. It was in someone’s townhouse next to the beach — a Brazilian couple. The guy wasn’t too happy that his wife found the jacket.

This reminds me of an earlier part of the dream — I was part of some mystical spy group. We ended up in France. We hopped a ride on a car carrier semi-truck. Our team leader warned us to stay down or the power lines would hit us. We ended up watching some new Transformers cartoon on a handheld device.

The mystical spy group was battling some demonic being that appeared only under perfect conditions. Sometimes the spy group brought him about by accident.

I seem to remember another concert gig — a famous guitarist (Tom Sholz?) agreeing to play with a small-time band out of Canada because he was friends with the drummer.

There was also some kind of rock star convention, where fans got autographs from rock star groupies, and 80’s bands performed.

There was another dream where slim Dami, Ramalani, and I were at an office working graveyard shift. My wife G. showed up at 4:30am and started studying for her classes. Slim Dami and Ramalani were amazed by her work ethic.

Dream: Back at Kellum Hall

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This morning, I dreamt:

- I was on the top story of parking lot later in Manhattan, way above the city streets

Illogical dream transition:

- I ended up at a bigger version of Kellum Hall dorm on the FSU campus

- it was wider and had more floors, but the elevator still skipped floors; I rode the elevators and looked around the top floors, but there wasn’t much to see

- the dorms were bigger; I was given a 1st floor room that easily fit two Queen-size beds

- I saw M.H. at the dorm; apparently he was going to school there

- they had a huge pool hall on the first floor, with, like, 15 tables; I accidentally bumped into a pool player as I weaved around the tables, rolling my small luggage bag. I apologized. The player shrugged it off

- when I finally got to my room, there was a mother and small child asleep on the other bed. I saw the child’s clothes hung in my closet. I waited for her to wake up so we could discuss this dorm room assignment

- When the mom woke up, she was no longer a mom; I turned my head and looked back and it was an older dad; turned out he lived in the same part of Florida as I, and his child was taking the same medications and seeing the same doctors; I felt like there was a God; that this was no coincidence; I began calling my wife on the smartphone….

Sutphin and Lefferts

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Sutphin and Lefferts

by Tony

Sutphin Blvd.  Lefferts Blvd.  Flatbush Ave. — all street names that, for a native New Yorker like Dace Senoit, just became part of the background.  Parsons Blvd was Parson Blvd.  It is so named, therefore it is.  As a child, he never gave a thought to who the street name was after, or how that process happened.

When he moved to Florida and had to memorize a new set of street names like Commercial, University, etc., Dace wondered more than once whether an incongruous street name followed by sequential street numbers was really necessary.  Was the potential confusion really needed … and for what?

Upon visiting New York again, older, wiser, and Iconic Dream Seeker, Dace began to wonder about the history behind those names.

He couldn’t turn to the Traveller for an answer, since he came to the U.S.A. back in the 1950’s.  So he met with a computer at the Ozone Park library.

A brief search turned up since interesting info — nearby Lefferts Blvd was named for the family that owned land in Queens and Brooklyn dating back to the 1600’s.  There was a historic Lefferts House in Prospect Park — how had he missed that when he was a kid? He wondered.

Sutphin Blvd was named for a judge and council member from the mid to late 1800’s.  He was beloved in Queens — even when Republicans swept into power in 1895, he, as a Democrat, managed to win his election and keep his seat.  There was one anecdotal story about how he housed 55 homeless families, one of many acts of “excessive” charity.

Huh.  Dace wondered if these men were more than men … were they Icons?

Even if they weren’t — there names were emblazoned in the minds of millions of New Yorkers.  Sure, it might just be as a street name except for the curious like he … but that name was still there.

Did that name have power?  Did it have influence?  I mean, if Sutphin Blvd was named Senoit Blvd, would the city feel the same?  Would the same businesses and shops exist on that street?  Would the Green Line Bus or E Train have stops there still?

Dace continued searching but couldn’t find more detailed information.  There was more anecdotal stuff, like a NY Times archived story about John Lefferts dying in his son’s arms in 1893 while driving a carriage.  It was reported that he told his son James to “Take the lines!” before he collapsed of heart failure or a ruptured blood vessel.  He was 67.

Other than that, he couldn’t get specific details.  It’s like people didn’t care to read through reams of archives and post the stories on the web … or maybe people did care, there just wasn’t any profitable venture in studying the history of street names.

So, again, he was back at the beginning — how could he get accurate information on the past?

Dace shook his head — he’d probably have to study up on the Dewey Decimal System and Index Cards to access some of that old data.  With the Internet, the arcane recordkeeping systems of the past were rendered almost completely obsolete.

Almost.

There were so many unknowns, Dace thought.  For example, he read a line about how John P. Sutphin “Amassed a large personal fortune”during his life.  Perhaps he got kickbacks and felt guilt late in life, which led him to house homeless people.

Just because a politician is popular doesn’t mean he’s a saint.

Maybe the spokesperson Icon of the time made sure only positive spin on Mr. Sutphin or the Lefferts family ever made it to print.

Consider, that while the printing press opened written word to millions of people, the Internet has exposed diverse opinions about various people and topics to billions of individuals.  With each leap in technology, the ability to control expression lessens — the more channels available (print, ebooks, video, audio, etc.), the more opinions get out there.  Freedom of Expression, as defined in the 1st amendment in the 18th century, has taken on a new meaning today.

The “Perfect” image painted by these past depictions are easily questionable, considering the feet of clay that today’s politicians and celebrities have.  To be frank, people have always been this way — it’s just that today, the Internet shines a floodlight on issues.

Tiger Woods tried to be perfect, and got away with it — until TMZ did an end-around the gatekeepers of his reputation (ESPN and all the rest that benefit from high Golf Tournament ratings and magazine sales) and exposed him for the colossal philanderer he is.

For some reason, movies came to Dace’s mind.  The two hour snapshot of reality, with condensed versions of life playing out can make reality seem like a major drag.

The other day, back in Miami, Dace was volunteering at Joe Dimaggio’s Children Hospital, helping young kids play Wii games like Mario Party 8.  As fate would have it, there were two boys there who wanted to play, and only one working wiimote (remote control, for those uninitiated in Wii verbiage).  One boy was struggling to the play, and the other was an expert.  Dace managed to get the expert to work with the struggler as he played his turns and the mini-games.

If this moment in time was a scene in a movie, the second Wiimote would be there.  The two boys would be laughing and moving — a one hour Party Tent Battle Royal would be distilled into one minute of cuts and camera angles.

Never mind that the expert learned to share and help without getting anything in return.  Life had offered the expert a lesson in becoming a teacher — and as a teacher, one learns even more.

Ha, thought Dace.  No wonder people crave reality TV.  At least there’s a sense of the pace of life in a season’s worth of whittling down a group of people until there is one champion left standing.  That feels truer than some concocted, scripted scenes.

On the other hand, movies and television shows still had an audience — suggesting a certain segment of the population wanted to escape reality.

Ha!  And lets not forget the population that watches both movies like My Life In Ruins and reality shows like So You Think You Can Dance.  Through space, time, and alternate dimensions of reality, the words “Venn Diagram” popped into Dace’s mind, and he spun into a dream….

***

It was 1893.  Dace watched a horse-drawn carriage approach — it felt like the set of a BBC television period piece, and he was the all-seeing camera and all-hearing microphone.

He watched John Lefferts driving a carriage (he just knew it was him), his son James by his side.  He was yelling at him: “I don’t want to hear any more about it!  Why did God curse me with such a fool for a son!  How dare you suggest that we sell the land?  Don’t you remember the sacrifice generations of Lefferts have made, just so you can squander it on some damn philanthropic pursuit?  Aaah!”

Dace watched as John Lefferts suddenly collapsed unto James’ lap.  James, instinctively, reached over his now-dead father and grabbed the reins.

Dream transition.  Now it was 1894.  Dace stood in a smoky office with mahogany shelving and desk.  A bald fat man sat behind the desk, chomping on a cigar.

It was Mr. Sutphin (don’t ask how he knows. He just does).  An unnamed Democrat party leader was seated in front of him, saying, “… if you want to keep your standing in the community, you’ll run.”

“I don’t care about standing.  I’m want to retire to Florida.  Flagler has told me….”

“Have you forgotten about this?” said the party leader, sliding a note to Mr. Sutphin, who looked pale after reading it. “Some … transgressions follow us every place we go, Mr. Sutphin.  If you leave now, this will go public and you will find no rest.”

Mr. Sutphin said, “I’m old.  Worn out.  You can’t do this to me.  Don’t you know who I am?”

“You’re electable.  The public may vote every other donkey out of office, but they trust you.  You’re the exception.  We need you.”

“Needed.  Used is more like it.”

“Heh.  You always had a good sense of humor.  I think that’s your secret, at the end of the day.  Don’t worry — we’ll make things easy for you.  All you gotta do is show up at work every day, and we’ll take care of the rest.  We’ll do the heavy lifting — we just need you to hold the office for us.”

***

So much for the magic of street names.  Behind every romantic story of a long-forgotten city leader is a pre-craigslist sleazy tale that never saw the light of day.  Sighing, Dace logged off and walked out of the library.

Dream Journal: Aerobic Energy Boost, ATB Chase, Window Peak

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Here are snippets from last night’s dream:

- while exercising along with a trainer on TV, I was told that aerobic training in the morning gives the metabolism an energy boost

- I was chased into a house by ATB (like the Green Police commercial, except they hunt you down for minor offenses like taking too long to dig your debit card out of your pocket at the checkout line); there was another older thin dude (looked kinda like the lead actor from Jaws) with a five o’clock shadow who was hiding from them. We ended up jumping out of an impossibly small window and running away while ATB searched inside

- that reminds me of a dream from a few weeks ago where I was back at the house I grew up in. There was a stranger lurking in the streets. He was looking to break in. I locked the door and hid under the window, trying to sneak a peek outside to see if he left

Man, I definitely sense a theme here with being in a house, being chased or hiding … over the years, I’ve had that dream where I’m hiding and I insist on sneaking a peek out the window a few times … the dream feeling is reminiscent of being on the road with a car approaching and you can’t move, or falling forever.

Hospitalized

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“Well, doc?” asked Police Commissioner Reuton. He and Dr. Curtis were at Jackson Memorial Hospital, standing bedside to the Shadow Gentleman.

“It would help if someone would tell me his real name….”

“I already gave you the records, doc.”

“And HR is screaming about the cost of this.”

“The Mayor himself has pledged to pay for this!”

“The county has a way of not paying off their debts.”

“This is the Shadow Gentleman. He needs to live, whatever the cost.”

***

Far, far away … the Shadow Gentleman was off, lost in his dreams.

The grim reaper, hood, sickle, and all, stood over him as he lay on his back … out in a nameless field.

The setting changed — he’s in his pick-up truck, patrolling Miami/Dade County. To his right sat a shadowy figure….

Now he was 17 years old, fresh from Jamaica, walking the streets of London. Above, a cloud of bats dive-bombed towards him….

Nailed to a cross upside-down … trapped by a vampire in his castle … eaten by a shark … stabbed by a sting ray … mauled by a lion … visions of death and its keeper filled his mind.

No wonder he hadn’t slept for days prior to his injuries.

At last, his endless chasing was at an end. He lay helpless on that hospital bed, his body requiring time to recuperate. His injuries were real. His near-manic pursuit of Damiac-12 and his cohorts had driven the Shadow Gentleman to this point.

At last, he slept.

It was forced upon him. It was not by choice. And it was just what he needed — time to heal…

… and time to think.

His dreams revealed his fears … his fallibility. He couldn’t do this forever, and he couldn’t be everywhere at once … and when facing overwhelming odds, he had to be honest with himself, and admit that the spectre of death was more powerful than he … and whoever the spectre of death decided to take, he could not prevent it this time.

He was not afraid of his own death, although the dreams focused on that. S.G. knew that his fear was for the citizens of Miami. He wanted to prevent death whenever possible.

Now, it was impossible. At this moment, he could do nothing. That was the source of his fear — his helplessness.

He might as well be dead.

S.G. realized, the way he was going, that he could not have stopped Damiac-12 from killing again.

S.G.’s deep slumber was revealing other things … his mind, finally given rest (albeit forced upon), was knitting the details together … observing the cascade of events with perspective …

… in his dreams, S.G. saw Damiac-12’s true plan unfold. He saw where this was all headed.

He saw Futuro’s purpose.

He saw Merlin’s inventions.

He saw the role played by the cannon fodder characters, like the Empathy Beast, Malcolm King, and Devil Dude.

S.G. would have smiled if he could. He appreciated the sublime genius of Damiac-12. To think that a simple pickpocket like the Pigeon played an important role in all this … to thing that Damiac-12 actually predicted S.G. being laid up in a hospital for weeks …

… but did he predict this? Did he predict S.G. putting it all together while in a coma?

S.G., even within his lucid state, maintained a certain level of control. Even here, where random thoughts could change day to night in an instant, he was in charge of his mind.

S.G. knew he’d be here for weeks … and he knew that Damiac-12 needed more time than that to execute his plan.

Had Damiac-12 gambled that S.G., when he finally woke up, would be unable to figure things out in time?

Had Damiac-12 miscalculated?

S.G. pondered, as the dreams came in waves. If Damiac-12 believed him to be a threat, he would have him killed — he’d sacrifice a pawn to accomplish his goal, no question.

If S.G. forced himself to wake up early out of his coma (which he was certain he could do), Damiac-12 would know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that S.G. had figured out elements of his plan.

So. Play possum or wake up injured. Risks, either way.

Or, was there a third way?

***

“Commissioner.”

Reuton’s heart skipped a beat. “Shadow! You’re awake!”

“Commissioner. You need to listen to me. And don’t let this doctor leave this room….”

Shadowfall Ending Spoiler

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[Damiac-5's plot to become an Iconic criminal mastermind backfires when Ma Yuan, the Killer of Icons, unexpectedly shows up and decapitates him ... game, set, and match.

Along the way, there should be some attempt by Knight Sprite to stop Damiac-5 with crazy gadgets ... Ma Yuan shows up in time to save him.

Shadow Gentleman also shows up and sees Ma Yuan save Knight Sprite by killing Damiac-5, and sees Ma Yuan disappear.

Some reference/parallel to the hidden worlds of technology and D&D in South Florida should be made, mocking the whole world of magic hidden under London's noses in the Harry Potter books/movies

It would be nice to finish writing a story about each villain before diving into the ending.]

Love Scenes: Why Mentors Lie

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“What did you think, kid? Did you think your mentor was telling you the truth?”

Those words chimed in Dace’s skull for hours after he’d heard them spoken aloud. Was this how it felt, he wondered at one point, when he uttered a word that caused someone to remember a long-lost dream?

No, he quickly responded to himself. His words blended into the person’s dreamscape … dissolved into their mind.

“What did you think, kid?”

He hated being called kid, even if he was the youngest Icon around, but he wasn’t about argue with ole’ jolly Saint Nick, especially when the Icon of community and giving was drunk.

Man, was he a bad drunk. He went from being an eternal optimist to nihilistic pessimist in three Rum and Cokes. Out of respect to the man, Dace sat through the tirade. Why had he agreed to meet him at this bar in Fisherman’s Wharf, he had no idea. He was enjoying his break from Dream Seeking, spending time with Ms. Anachron … and now this old Icon seemed to be encouraging Dace to make his break permanent.

“It’s all a game of misdirection. Don’t ya see?” Saint Nick had ranted earlier that evening, before they parted ways. “They teach ya in school to be polite, play nice. ‘You better watch out!’ Or you’ll be on the naughty list and go to hell, blah, blah, blah. Then, one day, you find out the guys callin’ the shots ARE the bad people — the ones who were rude in class, the ones who served detention, broke the rules, were impolite. See?

“They taught you how to be a compliant worker in school. If you bought in and got A’s, that’s all you became — a tool in the hands of your more aggressive peers. Seeing how schools have evolved over the years … the Realtor has gotten so efficient at spitting out worker bees. I’ve watched this play out, year after year, and I’m tired of it, Dace. Tired of it.

“Why else would I team up with the Gambler? It’s not because I liked it — I decided I had to play by their rules if I had any shot in affecting change, in bringing society back from … this empty….”

Saint Nick reset his line of thought, and decided to describe a world where history repeated itself all the time. Public figures inevitably abused their power, only to be replaced by someone prone to the same character flows.

“Like right now? It’s like the modern version of the early 20th century. Instead of Bush and Obama, it was Roosevelt and Wilson … and then Roosevelt again! Just like Bush and his dad! It all repeats!

“And you’ve got these leaders who want to create this ideal world, while murderers develop weapons to kill us. Did you the Nazis emerged overnight? No! And today, with everything going on in the Middle East — all that wealth and hate for freedom-loving people….” Saint Nick shook his head.

Dace listened in silence to this diatribe. Was he right?

“What did you think, kid?”

If he was right, why did good people perpetuate the myth that they could change the world for the better? If the bad guys, for lack of a better term, always came back, day after day and year after year … if reality itself seemed governed by rules that favored the cycle where the aggressive appeared time and again to crush the masses, then why perpetuate the myth? Was it a delusional hope that the world could change … one person at a time?

“What did you think, kid?”

The words rang in Dace’s mind.

What did he think? Why fight a losing battle for a human race that bought into lies and deception faster than he could help them remember dreams that lead to truth?

He did not know … yet, he wanted to know if he could be the one who makes a difference, who tips the scales, who changes things … he wanted to know if his method, devoid of marketing tricks and mass appeal, free for all, no donation pitches, no price tag, no get rich quick and be spiritual incongruity … one man, one word, one person at a time … he wanted to know if his method could work to save a generation, and inspire generations to come.

He wanted to know if he could save humanity, now and until the end of time.

No small task.

For Dace, his journey had led him to this sacred pursuit of leading individuals to their inner truth — it wasn’t enough to just know the truth. If you have a gift that encourages others to discover their truth, you needed the courage to share that gift, even in the face of industries built on lies. Industries built by Icons like the Realtor, who cared only for profit and power.

And that, Dace realized, was why mentors lied to their students — they had to know, at the end of the day, if their advice, encouragement, instruction … actions could make the difference, tip the scales, one person at a time, to save an individual, a generation, a world. Mentors wanted their hope to become truth in their lifetimes. They wanted a world where people stood up to tanks and were not rolled over. They wanted the end of violence and a cycle of peace and love to perpetuate forever. They wanted the evil in humanity to be overcome, and good to win out.

Dace thought of Edith in Tamarac, who had counciled him so many times. He admired her positive outlook after having experienced a lifetime undoubtedly filled with her share of hurt and frustration.

Perhaps, Dace thought, as the echoing finally died down in his mind, it’s better to charge the hill knowing the odds are against you than to live under oppression.

Charging that hill, running up, facing an enemy that had the advantage of higher ground, simply because what you believed was right … that required faith. You had to believe that truth would win out at the end of the day.

Edith had faith. So did Dace.

Saint Nick? Yeah — as long as he wasn’t drunk, he was okay … a bit naive, but okay.

Love Scenes: NEMO [ROUGH DRAFT]

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[This story is dedicated to Bubba and all little children afflicted with rare, practically incurable diseases, as well as the parents/caretakers of these children]

It’s not every day you encounter a situation that encapsulates a hotly debated topic, the way socialized healthcare reform was debated in 2009.

Of course, the Dream Seeker specifically sought out individuals with situations that could use his special powers … at Reagan National Airport, where a random cross-section of Americans walk the floor-to-ceiling glass and steel hallways like Earth’s version of Deep Space Nine, there was one instance where our hero, Dace Senoit, was able to help a fellow frequent flyer.

At security, he spied a harried father with a bookbag, some crazy square-shaped duffel bag, and a small black brief case.  The father unpacked a laptop, some contraption with tubes and vest attached, and a cellphone into the grey bins provided for electronic equipment requiring screening.  In addition, he had jackets, shoes, hats, wallets, keys, and other metallic junk in five other bins — eight bins in total to track, along with his little son who was currently hopping around like a bunny.

The people behind him looked like they were watching a highway car wreck in slow motion.  The father looked like he was getting a tooth extracted without novacaine.

What a world.  And all this because some young punks figured out the weaknesses in the security system, as well as counting on passengers following the well-known practice of staying quiet during a hostage crisis on an airplane, and flew three planes into the Twin Towers and the Pentagon, leaving thousands dead and millions forced to unpack laptops, take off shoes, and turn in pocket knives and snowglobes.  Nineteen disrespectful, irreligious, immature, skewed rebels reduced society to such a low common denominator — a denominator of one little boy being patted down by an overweight balding security guard wearing blue surgical gloves, while the father stood by watching, as all his precious electronic equipment sat unattended at the end of the security ramp.

Insanity.

Dace approached the father and son team afterwards.

“Excuse me, I couldn’t help but notice — the security guards patted down your son.  That’s completely ridiculous.  I’ll be happy to write a complaint to the TSA on your behalf.”

“Oh, no.  That won’t be necessary.  It happens all the time to us.”

“All the time?” asked Dace.

“Yes,” said the father. “My son has a port in his chest.  He can’t go through the metal detector without setting it off.  So, they have to pat him down.”

“Have to?” Dace was still incredulous. “Once they know he has a port, and they see he’s just a little boy, they should let him through, no questions asked.”

“I wish it were that simple.  The world’s a crazy place — who knows?  The stories you hear from Israel and Iraq and Afghanistan — it’s like age doesn’t matter.  They’ll strap a … well, any little kid could be a … well, I’d rather not say here at the airport.  You say the wrong word and the TSA might come a-calling!  Ha ha.  Ha.  We have enough trouble as it is.  But thanks for the offer.  I appreciate it.”

“Okay … well, I hope your son feels better.”

“Well, that’s a whole other story.”

“Do tell.”

The father sighed and said, “Well, basically, he’s got an immune deficiency.  It’s a rare genetic disorder called NEMO … you know, like Finding Nemo, except it’s not a cute fish.  It’s a potentially fatal disease.  He’s okay now, as you can see…”

The son was playing brickbreaker on his father’s Blackberry.  He looked like any other cute 1st grader, without a care in the world.

“…he doesn’t show outward symptoms.  His version of NEMO is mild.  More extreme cases involve having deformed teeth and stuff … so, he only has the internal characteristics.  He gets sick real easy, and he’s going to need a bone marrow transplant at some point.  Unfortunately, it’s tough to find a match.”

“Why, praytell?”

“Well, it’s not like Leukemia, where the bone marrow from the donor doesn’t have to be a perfect genetic match to the recipient.  In his case, the genes of the donor has to be as close to a match to his genetic make-up as possible.  It’s really complicated, and probably oversimplifying.  I’m sure people have written thesis papers about this subject with no solid conclusions … the bottom line is, if you’re a praying man, I’d just ask you to pray for him.”

“I will, and more.  I will tell you something right now that will change your life.”

“Praytell?” said the father sarcastically.

“I’m not a salesman.”

“No, no.  I was just kidding.  It’s just I’ve heard it all….”

Before the father could get another word in, Dace quickly said, “Daffy Duck.”

“What?” said the father, before falling into a dream he’d had, years before … a dream he’d long-forgotten….

***

Space.  The final frontier … unless you count the frontier of the mind.  One is outward; the other inward.

In this case, the father heard a hooting laugh fading in the distance while watching a space ship drift slowly in the void, with dots of lights piercing the darkness.

He was on board the starship — no transition and yet it made sense.  Such is the stuff of dreams.

He was on the bridge, walking towards the elevator.  He spoke of a mission with a pointy-eared fellow.  They stepped off the elevator and walked down a hall towards a … room.

A man with a Scottish accent stood behind a console, asking everyone not to move while he performed the procedure.  To the left, a light began to materialize out of thin air, between what appeared to be a light fixture on the floor and ceiling that faced each other.  The light grew and grew; the father could see a shape within that light.  The light subsided, and there stood an eight-year-old brown haired boy.  He was thin, with narrow facial features — a long nose, scrunched up eyes, thin lips.  His shoulders were of average width, his torso was slim, and his legs were wispy.

The boy fell to his knees.  He gave the Scottish man an angry look.  The Scottish man burst into flames.

The man with the pointy ears ran to him with a blanket (where did the blanket come from? Thought the father as he relived the dream).  The father circled towards the boy.

There eyes met.  The father said, “I know someone like you.”

“No you don’t!” shouted the boy.

“Yes, he knows what it’s like to be stranded without someone to talk to.  To be alone.”

“Who?!”

“My son.”

“He has you!  He has you!” shouted the boy, who had found the strength in his thin legs to stand up and walk towards the father.

Things were getting hotter … the father felt the sting of flames on his hands and arms….

***

The father returned to the airport, mentally speaking.  Amazing how the conscious mind can leave, while the body remains.

“And now you know what to do,” said Dace.  He walked away.

The father overcame his initial dumbfoundedness, and accepted the message from the dream.  When his son had finished the game he was on, he asked for the Blackberry back, so that he could add a reminder to his calendar….

***

A few weeks later … the father and son were back in the Washington, D.C. area — specifically in Bethesda, Maryland at the NIH research hospital to do more tests.

While on pass (where patients can leave there rooms and can go to the playroom or off-campus for a few hours), the father encountered a boy who looked like the one he’d seen in that sci-fi horror dream/nightmare that he’d relived at the airport, when that mysterious thin dude who looked like a young David Boreanaz had said something about a Looney Tunes character that made him remember that dream.

The boy walked into the playroom and started playing air hockey by himself!  The father pointed that out to the son, who said, “You go play with him daddy.  I want to keep playing the Wii.”

So the father put down his wii-mote (as opposed to remote — don’t you love how new words get invented every second now?  It’s a wonder we can still understand each other) and asked the boy if he wanted to play.  He eagerly said yes … and they went on to play two grueling air hockey matches that went back and forth, forth and back.

“You’re good, kid,” said the father.

“And you’re fast!” said the boy.

“Hey, you kept up with me, so you did real good.”

The boy smiled.  They walked over to the son, to watch his progress on Mario Party.

***

The father realized that, while there were no magic cures for diseases like NEMO at the moment for his son, there was a cure for loneliness — basic human kindness.  Fun interactions with others was a healthy activity that made this life more bearable for the patient and the caregiver.

[Dream: kind of a repeat of that Star Trek episode with the teenager who had never had human contact, except the father is Captain Kirk and is trying to reach him, and ends up being sympathetic to the boy's plight, even with his fits of anger!]

[After the dream, maybe we'll see the father being patient with other kids who are socially stunted due to being isolated with their conditions, unable to interact with other kids for fear they may get sick]

Ideas for Dream Seeker Novel: Spirit of Stalin; Wrath of Hitler

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The following are email exchanges between Damian and I, from around May 20th, 2009. I think a book revolving around Stalin and Hitler would be best … with the big O being, uh, inspired by Stalin, and a group of world leaders like Putin, Ahmedinejad, Jong, Quadaffi, and others filled with the wrath of Hitler — crazy political book, with Ricter Z’thms ending possible to give perspective and say, our problems are smaller than they seem:

Currently recording ambient sounds at Books-a-Million for the RoJ audio book … Had crazy controversial book titles going through my mind earlier, like Spirit of Stalin or Spirit of Hitler. The concept would be we, as a society, are embracing the socialist and fascist beliefs of the WWII dictators. Somehow, Hitler cursed future generations to this fate, or maybe the Realtor made a deal with Stalin back then to set us up today. Talk about retcon! Anyway, I like the magic power ring aspect of the controversial titles. “Stalin’s Deal, Hitler’s Curse” … yeah, there’s power in that ring.

If you were to briefly outline a story for that, what would you focus on? How would you present the three acts of that tale?

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That’s weird. I hit “Send” and then heard a clip on Limbaugh where this guy was ripping the Big O and comparing him to Stalin and Hitler. ‘Nuff said.
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…. Currently recording ambient sounds at Books-a-Million for the RoJ audio book … Had crazy controversial book titles going through my mind earlier, like Spirit of Stalin or Spirit of Hitler. The concept would be we, as a society, are embracing the socialist and fascist beliefs of the WWII dictators. Somehow, Hitler cursed future generations to this fate, or maybe the Realtor made a deal with Stalin back then to set us up today. Talk about retcon! Anyway, I like the magic power ring aspect of the controversial titles. “Stalin’s Deal, Hitler’s Curse” … yeah, there’s power in that ring.

If you were to briefly outline a story for that, what would you focus on? How would you present the three acts of that tale?

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I’ll think about this. Sounds hot

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Damian C. Hospital
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That’s weird. I hit “Send” and then heard a clip on Limbaugh where this guy was ripping the Big O and comparing him to Stalin and Hitler. ‘Nuff said.
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…. Currently recording ambient sounds at Books-a-Million for the RoJ audio book … Had crazy controversial book titles going through my mind earlier, like Spirit of Stalin or Spirit of Hitler. The concept would be we, as a society, are embracing the socialist and fascist beliefs of the WWII dictators. Somehow, Hitler cursed future generations to this fate, or maybe the Realtor made a deal with Stalin back then to set us up today. Talk about retcon! Anyway, I like the magic power ring aspect of the controversial titles. “Stalin’s Deal, Hitler’s Curse” … yeah, there’s power in that ring.

If you were to briefly outline a story for that, what would you focus on? How would you present the three acts of that tale?

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Okay, I slept on this. Writing from the heart, we can focus on the fascism we embraced post 9/11 vs. Muslims, and how we readily surrendered rights at airports, ETC. Talk about free speech running amok on the Internet- this would be a great craigslist attack. From the socialism standpoint, we can focus on bailout mentality, banks, auto, refunds, Obamanation, etc. We can discuss all the political manifestos we tackled on the Skew, like your mortgage theories and the 1984 class system, and how its necessary. We can tackle the role of the MEDIA, and their character assassinations and Free Passes in help fostering the proletarian’s beliefs and to support a leader. If you want to tone down controversy, you can make fictional names of the presidents in the book, a la 24. Or..if we want to be labeled as a controversial right-wingers to increase publicity, feel free to use Obama. ;-)

If you wanna go sci-fi/fantasy:
The Spirit of Hitler

1) Dr. Stein introduced Hitler to the occult when Adolf was a bum, and told him about the Spear of Destiny. Dietlinde Eckhart pushed the occult on Adolf during the revolution. Hitler eventually found the Spear and his soul, of course, went in it after he committed suicide.

Dietlinde Eckhart, Hitler’s evil mentor:

‘Follow Hitler ! He will dance, but it is I who have called the tune !’

‘I have initiated him into the ‘Secret Doctrine’, opened his centres in vision and given him the means to communicate with the Powers.’

‘Do not mourn for me: I shall have influenced history more than any other German.’

2) As soon as the new millennium hit, people DID forget about the Holocaust and Adolf’s infamy, as people grew tired of Israel’s constant demand for justice. With the absurd growth of the Internet and short attention spans, Hitler has been relegated to black and white footage on the History Channel. With revisionist history, and politically correctness, the demoralization of society enables The Spirit of Hitler to return. We are in a new Holy War: West vs. Islam. We are in a socioeconomic war: Poor+Middle vs Rich. We are in a cultural war: Black vs White.

3) The Spirit of Hitler was on fire post-9/11, and embodied Bush. The passion and hatred for “Osama” and “Saddam” burned. The American War Machine was ready. The MEDIA was ready. The government and citizens were ready. After time the sheep got burned out. The Spirit jumped to Obama. The sheep followed. Fast forward to the future Glenn Beck, Michael Savage, and Rush Limbaugh warn us about: full lockdown for the RICH. The Spirit of Hitler is a Hate Monger, it doesn’t believe in Nazism; Nazism was a tool of hatred and aggression. Same with the new Black Nationalism that has become stronger in this future. Future Obama- now distant- created a state based on liberalism and “equality for all”, but in practice it is sick a la Cuba/1984 (RED SON comic). The American Dream has become an American Nightmare; Welcome to Earth-O.

4) Hollywood ending: A Michael Crichton group of people find the Spear and destroy it (and of course are the backbone of the novel via research and how they have been affected by all of the hardships); the empire crumbles. Back to basics and appreciation of our rights, and what American Spirit is.

4a) Childhood’s End ending: Sim it! The sphere of influence shifts to China + Japan. U.S. becomes third world country, broken into factions, like Russia. China takes Taiwan, invades Japan. Pollution gets worse and worse. Overpopulation. No escape. Viruses/plague starts doing everyone in. China creates a manned starship to Mars with their politicians and slave labor- humanity’s last “hope” for continuing the species, as Earth is inhospitable to life. They arrive on Mars to find…

The Spirit of Stalin
All the main these are the same as above, but with a more socialist stamp. [let's face it, communism = fascism = totalitarianism in practice]

1) Magical Runes from Scandinavia. Stalin used these to gain power, and used them to become immortal on his death bed. The runes were written and described in an ancient tome, which was used by Stalin’s loyal scientists.
2) With Russia not dealing with Democracy very well, and the rise to power of Chavez, the mainstay of Castro, the Great Wal*Mart of China, communism has been catching fire. Add Iran and Palestine to the mix. Bush’s U.S. foreign policy (imperalism)just fueled it more, as the U.S. became public enemy #1, while France agreed.
3) The Book was eventually passed on and fell into the hands of a young civil rights attorney in Chicago. Obama then saw the Way, and new what he had to do.
4) Hollywood ending: Fight magic with magic.
4a) Childhood’s End ending: The high-stakes game of World Chess takes a turn for the worse, and we have World War III. Fast forward a thousand years and to see what evolved from a nuclear holocaust, and what has remained.

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Or both. Or menu select. Or be inspired for something else.
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… Currently recording ambient sounds at Books-a-Million for the RoJ audio book … Had crazy controversial book titles going through my mind earlier, like Spirit of Stalin or Spirit of Hitler. The concept would be we, as a society, are embracing the socialist and fascist beliefs of the WWII dictators. Somehow, Hitler cursed future generations to this fate, or maybe the Realtor made a deal with Stalin back then to set us up today. Talk about retcon! Anyway, I like the magic power ring aspect of the controversial titles. “Stalin’s Deal, Hitler’s Curse” … yeah, there’s power in that ring.

If you were to briefly outline a story for that, what would you focus on? How would you present the three acts of that tale?

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Excellent concepts and options! Whew!

I like writing from the heart, of course. I think we can bookend that with flashbacks at the beginning and end, and hints throughout, of a living Stalin or Hitler (or both? Ultimate Villain team-up?).

There was a book Zane Black gave me awhile back, Spandau Phoenix, that had a surprise ending and hints throughout, with flashback beginning. Loved that book, and WWII conspiracies in general. Following a similar format could work.

Let me think about it some more….
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Okay, I slept on this. Writing from the heart, we can focus on the fascism we embraced post 9/11 vs. Muslims, and how we readily surrendered rights at airports, ETC. Talk about free speech running amok on the Internet- this would be a great craigslist attack. From the socialism standpoint, we can focus on bailout mentality, banks, auto, refunds, Obamanation, etc. We can discuss all the political manifestos we tackled on the Skew, like your mortgage theories and the 1984 class system, and how its necessary. We can tackle the role of the MEDIA, and their character assassinations and Free Passes in help fostering the proletarian’s beliefs and to support a leader. If you want to tone down controversy, you can make fictional names of the presidents in the book, a la 24. Or..if we want to be labeled as a controversial right-wingers to increase publicity, feel free to use Obama. ;-)

If you wanna go sci-fi/fantasy:
The Spirit of Hitler

1) Dr. Stein introduced Hitler to the occult when Adolf was a bum, and told him about the Spear of Destiny. Dietlinde Eckhart pushed the occult on Adolf during the revolution. Hitler eventually found the Spear and his soul, of course, went in it after he committed suicide.

Dietlinde Eckhart, Hitler’s evil mentor:

‘Follow Hitler ! He will dance, but it is I who have called the tune !’

‘I have initiated him into the ‘Secret Doctrine’, opened his centres in vision and given him the means to communicate with the Powers.’

‘Do not mourn for me: I shall have influenced history more than any other German.’

2) As soon as the new millennium hit, people DID forget about the Holocaust and Adolf’s infamy, as people grew tired of Israel’s constant demand for justice. With the absurd growth of the Internet and short attention spans, Hitler has been relegated to black and white footage on the History Channel. With revisionist history, and politically correctness, the demoralization of society enables The Spirit of Hitler to return. We are in a new Holy War: West vs. Islam. We are in a socioeconomic war: Poor+Middle vs Rich. We are in a cultural war: Black vs White.

3) The Spirit of Hitler was on fire post-9/11, and embodied Bush. The passion and hatred for “Osama” and “Saddam” burned. The American War Machine was ready. The MEDIA was ready. The government and citizens were ready. After time the sheep got burned out. The Spirit jumped to Obama. The sheep followed. Fast forward to the future Glenn Beck, Michael Savage, and Rush Limbaugh warn us about: full lockdown for the RICH. The Spirit of Hitler is a Hate Monger, it doesn’t believe in Nazism; Nazism was a tool of hatred and aggression. Same with the new Black Nationalism that has become stronger in this future. Future Obama- now distant- created a state based on liberalism and “equality for all”, but in practice it is sick a la Cuba/1984 (RED SON comic). The American Dream has become an American Nightmare; Welcome to Earth-O.

4) Hollywood ending: A Michael Crichton group of people find the Spear and destroy it (and of course are the backbone of the novel via research and how they have been affected by all of the hardships); the empire crumbles. Back to basics and appreciation of our rights, and what American Spirit is.

4a) Childhood’s End ending: Sim it! The sphere of influence shifts to China + Japan. U.S. becomes third world country, broken into factions, like Russia. China takes Taiwan, invades Japan. Pollution gets worse and worse. Overpopulation. No escape. Viruses/plague starts doing everyone in. China creates a manned starship to Mars with their politicians and slave labor- humanity’s last “hope” for continuing the species, as Earth is inhospitable to life. They arrive on Mars to find…

The Spirit of Stalin
All the main these are the same as above, but with a more socialist stamp. [let's face it, communism = fascism = totalitarianism in practice]

1) Magical Runes from Scandinavia. Stalin used these to gain power, and used them to become immortal on his death bed. The runes were written and described in an ancient tome, which was used by Stalin’s loyal scientists.
2) With Russia not dealing with Democracy very well, and the rise to power of Chavez, the mainstay of Castro, the Great Wal*Mart of China, communism has been catching fire. Add Iran and Palestine to the mix. Bush’s U.S. foreign policy (imperalism)just fueled it more, as the U.S. became public enemy #1, while France agreed.
3) The Book was eventually passed on and fell into the hands of a young civil rights attorney in Chicago. Obama then saw the Way, and new what he had to do.
4) Hollywood ending: Fight magic with magic.
4a) Childhood’s End ending: The high-stakes game of World Chess takes a turn for the worse, and we have World War III. Fast forward a thousand years and to see what evolved from a nuclear holocaust, and what has remained.

***
Or both. Or menu select. Or be inspired for something else.

—–Original Message—–
From: anthony.decarvalho@gmail.com [mailto:anthony.decarvalho@gmail.com]
Sent: Tuesday, May 19, 2009 12:42 PM
To: Damian Hospital
Subject: DS Audio Book

… Currently recording ambient sounds at Books-a-Million for the RoJ audio book … Had crazy controversial book titles going through my mind earlier, like Spirit of Stalin or Spirit of Hitler. The concept would be we, as a society, are embracing the socialist and fascist beliefs of the WWII dictators. Somehow, Hitler cursed future generations to this fate, or maybe the Realtor made a deal with Stalin back then to set us up today. Talk about retcon! Anyway, I like the magic power ring aspect of the controversial titles. “Stalin’s Deal, Hitler’s Curse” … yeah, there’s power in that ring.

If you were to briefly outline a story for that, what would you focus on? How would you present the three acts of that tale?

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The Childhood’s End-type ending could be visualized in a dream that has Dace has, with the hope that future can be averted.